Post by xxxangiexxx on Jun 30, 2005 13:11:32 GMT -5
eh..tell me what you think of them...this isn't all of them...i need to get thee one i dedicated to my father..i think tht's the best one.. but here are some of them..
Dreams and Nytmares
Dreams and nytmares
tym when no one cares
some ppl live in dreams
and wouldn't think of death schemes
some ppl live in nytmares
some things they don't want to share
others live in reality
and they can't see me
cuz my life is a nytmare
and no one is here to care!...
Death Of The Restless
As I sit in a corner of darkness and cry
I feel as though I should die
All the hurt and all the pain
It all makes me go insane
You said you cared, you said you'd help
but you never knew how I felt
You always acted deeply concerned
Though I knew you wanted me to burn
I will never heal from all this pain
All the tears of blood feel like rain
Coming back everyday
It will never ever go away
Though you can't help all those tears I've cried
and though you can't take back all those times you've lied
You can do me a favor and do me in
So I won't have to commit this awful sin
You know I can never trust again
and that I will never know a real true friend
So make me suffer, make me cry
You know you want me to die!
What No One Sees
No one sees all my pain...no one sees all my hurt
No one sees how much...I feel like dirt
No one sees me weeping...no one sees me crying
No one sees how bad...I feel like dying
No one sees me run...no one sees me hide
No one sees how empty...I feel insyd
No one sees my fights...no one sees my fryt
No one sees that...I'm not alryt
No one sees the cuts...no one sees the marks
No one sees all the tyms...I hurt in the dark
No one sees me in my room...no one sees me shut off the lyt
No one sees me screaming...in the lonely nyt
No one sees the scars...no one sees the blood
No one sees me as...all the tears flood
The only thing you see is happiness
The only thing I see is madness
It'll all soon become sadness
And still no one will see my emptiness...
MiRRoR
Looking in the mirror for the first tym today
I see again what I've longed to go away
I say to myself what I always say
"Why do the innocent always pay?!?
It's not our fault," I scream in dismay
"Just give us another chance, another day!"
Still looking in the mirror as it shouts back at me
I wish my reflection could see what I see
A torn apart image tht needs help, a new life
Instead of the true reflection with cuts from a knife
Someone has to see what I see through my eyes
instead of the reflection with all lies
Finally, I walk away from the mirror today
I wish someone could see the real me, I pray...
Dying
Blackness surrounds me
and my eyes can't see
The madness starts first
and my life feels cursed
My memories fade
and emptiness is made
My thoughts have drifted
and my mind has twisted
My heart is broken
and my dreams are unspoken
The blood is gone
but the scars live on
My soul can't hide
though my body has died
My life is taken
As my death is awaken
Alone
Alone I sit in a darkened corner and cry
Alone I wish, hope, and dream tht I could die
Alone I've been since I was nine
Alone I'll be until I die
Alone is how I'll live my life
Alone I'll stay, ruining everything with a single knife
Alone I cut, taking away my pain
Alone I slice into my screaming veins
Alone I die on the bloody floor
Alone I walk through Hell's door
Alone I am, without any friends
Alone I'll be, until the very end!
Lost and Empty
I feel so lost and empty inside
There's no one to turn to, no where to hide
No one can hear the screaming pain within
Shown from scars left on my skin,
turning, hurting, dully burning,
as I'm cutting, crying, slowly dying...churning
Hoping for a bryter day, while laying.
Whishing, longing, and doubtfully praying,
for my horrible pain to go away.
Screaming and yelling in dismay
"I can't take this one more day!
Why do I have to pay?!?"
I want someoen to hear the screaming pain within,
so they can heal the scars left on my skin.
For now I'm lost and empty inside,
with no one to turn to, no where to hide!
Dreams and Nytmares
Dreams and nytmares
tym when no one cares
some ppl live in dreams
and wouldn't think of death schemes
some ppl live in nytmares
some things they don't want to share
others live in reality
and they can't see me
cuz my life is a nytmare
and no one is here to care!...
Death Of The Restless
As I sit in a corner of darkness and cry
I feel as though I should die
All the hurt and all the pain
It all makes me go insane
You said you cared, you said you'd help
but you never knew how I felt
You always acted deeply concerned
Though I knew you wanted me to burn
I will never heal from all this pain
All the tears of blood feel like rain
Coming back everyday
It will never ever go away
Though you can't help all those tears I've cried
and though you can't take back all those times you've lied
You can do me a favor and do me in
So I won't have to commit this awful sin
You know I can never trust again
and that I will never know a real true friend
So make me suffer, make me cry
You know you want me to die!
What No One Sees
No one sees all my pain...no one sees all my hurt
No one sees how much...I feel like dirt
No one sees me weeping...no one sees me crying
No one sees how bad...I feel like dying
No one sees me run...no one sees me hide
No one sees how empty...I feel insyd
No one sees my fights...no one sees my fryt
No one sees that...I'm not alryt
No one sees the cuts...no one sees the marks
No one sees all the tyms...I hurt in the dark
No one sees me in my room...no one sees me shut off the lyt
No one sees me screaming...in the lonely nyt
No one sees the scars...no one sees the blood
No one sees me as...all the tears flood
The only thing you see is happiness
The only thing I see is madness
It'll all soon become sadness
And still no one will see my emptiness...
MiRRoR
Looking in the mirror for the first tym today
I see again what I've longed to go away
I say to myself what I always say
"Why do the innocent always pay?!?
It's not our fault," I scream in dismay
"Just give us another chance, another day!"
Still looking in the mirror as it shouts back at me
I wish my reflection could see what I see
A torn apart image tht needs help, a new life
Instead of the true reflection with cuts from a knife
Someone has to see what I see through my eyes
instead of the reflection with all lies
Finally, I walk away from the mirror today
I wish someone could see the real me, I pray...
Dying
Blackness surrounds me
and my eyes can't see
The madness starts first
and my life feels cursed
My memories fade
and emptiness is made
My thoughts have drifted
and my mind has twisted
My heart is broken
and my dreams are unspoken
The blood is gone
but the scars live on
My soul can't hide
though my body has died
My life is taken
As my death is awaken
Alone
Alone I sit in a darkened corner and cry
Alone I wish, hope, and dream tht I could die
Alone I've been since I was nine
Alone I'll be until I die
Alone is how I'll live my life
Alone I'll stay, ruining everything with a single knife
Alone I cut, taking away my pain
Alone I slice into my screaming veins
Alone I die on the bloody floor
Alone I walk through Hell's door
Alone I am, without any friends
Alone I'll be, until the very end!
Lost and Empty
I feel so lost and empty inside
There's no one to turn to, no where to hide
No one can hear the screaming pain within
Shown from scars left on my skin,
turning, hurting, dully burning,
as I'm cutting, crying, slowly dying...churning
Hoping for a bryter day, while laying.
Whishing, longing, and doubtfully praying,
for my horrible pain to go away.
Screaming and yelling in dismay
"I can't take this one more day!
Why do I have to pay?!?"
I want someoen to hear the screaming pain within,
so they can heal the scars left on my skin.
For now I'm lost and empty inside,
with no one to turn to, no where to hide!
